I was always told I was a bit rough around the edges but never intended for my heart to be so cold. There are times when I want to allow love in and sometimes I panic and run away.
Your heart is the primary organ that pumps the blood in your body as well as supplying oxygen and nutrients. This is a vital source of the body which means if not taken care of there could be some serious injuries.
There is a saying “I’d rather be safe than sorry,” I say I rather protect me than to hurt me! I don’t think having your guard up is a bad thing but more so caution to what you allow in.
I often wonder why is it that we hurt? Or better yet why do the good people suffer? I’ve yet to find an answer however I always try to maintain a good attitude regardless of how others let me down. It’s okay, we all experience hurt but what I will not do is allow you back in once you prove you are not qualified.
“You hurt me once shame on you, you hurt me twice shame on me for allowing you back in.”
The truth is as I look back I’m thankful for the hurt, I’m thankful for the pain. If I did not experience it I would not know how to accept love. Now that I accept love I’m about to ease the guard and experience the freedom of walking into my feminine energy.
You see while guarding me I felt pressure as if I was carrying the full load but now that I’m experiencing love I’m learning not every person you encounter has bad intentions. There are still some good hearted people around.
Overcoming The Past 